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Before the date, he told me he wanted me to “wear more eye makeup than you usually do” and wear a brighter red lipstick, with gloss. He said it in the context of a kinky command, and since we’d been engaging in some dirty talk, that aspect of his request wasn’t that out of place. Still, for me, it turned from a cute form of foreplay into a source of insecurity. What if I didn’t get have my makeup done to his liking—would he bail on the date? Would he be checking out all the women who wear makeup everyday, and wouldn’t dream of going out without it?